Monthly Archives: October 2011

feeling much better

feel much better thanks to the new meds i’ve switched too. praise God. indeed, what a difference a day makes. could feel the gradual mental clarity returning. now i just have to be sure not to overexert myself. but with … Continue reading

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listless…

feeling listless again today. am i going crazy? am i losing my mind? everything seems so difficult. even the simplest tasks look insurmountable. i have no energy to do anything. i feel scared. everything seems daunting….. what do i need? … Continue reading

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frustrated & bored…

feel so frustrated and bored. feel as though my skills are unutilised. can’t hold a day job? getting frustrated with the Montessori course? feel better now after praying with Bear. there is a purpose for this season and time.

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here we go again…..

here we go again…. i am looking through the post ‘what happened’¬†and i feel the same way all over again. i don’t understand why Bear and i go through this phases. i had a really bad episode where i really … Continue reading

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feel so miserable…

Don’t know what to do with myself. Feel so unchallenged and yet unmotivated to do anything. Intellectually unfulfilled. Feel as if I need to do something soon or I’ll go crazy. I need to do something with my hands or … Continue reading

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