Monthly Archives: October 2011

feeling much better

Posted on October 31, 2011 by insearchofmyvoice

feel much better thanks to the new meds i’ve switched too. praise God. indeed, what a difference a day makes. could feel the gradual mental clarity returning. now i just have to be sure not to overexert myself. but with … Continue reading →

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listless…

Posted on October 24, 2011 by insearchofmyvoice

feeling listless again today. am i going crazy? am i losing my mind? everything seems so difficult. even the simplest tasks look insurmountable. i have no energy to do anything. i feel scared. everything seems daunting….. what do i need? … Continue reading →

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frustrated & bored…

Posted on October 20, 2011 by insearchofmyvoice

feel so frustrated and bored. feel as though my skills are unutilised. can’t hold a day job? getting frustrated with the Montessori course? feel better now after praying with Bear. there is a purpose for this season and time.

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here we go again…..

Posted on October 10, 2011 by insearchofmyvoice

here we go again…. i am looking through the post ‘what happened’ and i feel the same way all over again. i don’t understand why Bear and i go through this phases. i had a really bad episode where i really … Continue reading →

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feel so miserable…

Posted on October 10, 2011 by insearchofmyvoice

Don’t know what to do with myself. Feel so unchallenged and yet unmotivated to do anything. Intellectually unfulfilled. Feel as if I need to do something soon or I’ll go crazy. I need to do something with my hands or … Continue reading →

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