Monthly Archives: March 2009

nausea…

nausea pretty bad today. feel less like a train-wreck but back still aching badly. ugh, wonder how long this will take. O Lord, please help me overcome the discontinuing effects of Effexor, IJN Amen.

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Dear Father 12Mar09

O Lord, I have not been able to sleep at night, causing me to feel so irritable and tired in the day. O Lord, please help me. Father Lord, I give thanks that I still have a job, in this … Continue reading

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gosh, i’m scary!

had a lovely evening with Sharon last night. as usual, enjoyed the spirited discussions we had on love and men. however, as i honestly shared my thoughts and opinions on the subject matter, i heard myself and thought…”gosh, i’m scary!” i hear … Continue reading

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“Where, O death, is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting?” 1 Corinthians 15:55

The Dying Christian to His Soul (Alexander Pope) Vital spark of heav’nly flame! Quit, O quit this mortal frame: Trembling, hoping, ling’ring, flying, O the pain, the bliss of dying! Cease, fond Nature, cease thy strife, And let me languish into … Continue reading

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Dear Father 2Mar09

Father Lord, there are certain times when blind rage just takes over and I say what I feel like saying, no matter the consequence. Surely I’m not exhibiting the fruits of the Spirit. “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, … Continue reading

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