Monthly Archives: December 2006

fragile. that’s how i feel right now. emotionally drained. although i am getting better and mentally more resilient, i’m tired and battle-weary. trying not to wonder when the next episode will be but take it a day at a time. … Continue reading →

after many days of misery, i finally feel slightly better. there is perceptible difference and i no longer just sleep the hours away. i am beginning to respond better, not merely sigh and stare blankly. as i re-read my  entries … Continue reading →

….A heavy numbness sets in. Apathetic to the world, I lie in bed and try to seek solace in sleep. Just want to close my eyes sink into blessed oblivion. I need my meds, sleeping pills and the Word to … Continue reading →

every once in awhile, i travel down the abyss….where days are dark and nights are long.  cold fear grips the heart and a sudden sadness sets in. i call these dark days the journey down the abyss… it’s a battle … Continue reading →