Don’t know what to do with myself. Feel so unchallenged and yet unmotivated to do anything. Intellectually unfulfilled. Feel as if I need to do something soon or I’ll go crazy. I need to do something with my hands or I will really feel so restless. It’s an edgy restlessness I can’t quite describe. I know I should go out and do things but I feel so tired. So frustrated with myself. The mornings, late afternoons and late evenings are the worse.
Just finished with the ES assignment and don’t feel like working on it further.
I can’t just spend my time watching movies or Korean dramas daily. I feel so restless and anxious. It is side effect of Aripiprazole? The nervousness and agitation? It’s worse in the mornings. I need to tell Dr. Lee about this.
I feel so miserable and yet I can’t put a finger on it. I don’t know what’s wrong. This time it’s definitely not depression. The nervousness and agitation is getting out of hand. God help me…..