Monthly Archives: May 2007

300

finally watched ‘300’ in DVD over the weekend. what AMAZING fight scenes! superb choreography √°lbeit with a little bit of CGI involved. was forewarned by considerate male colleagues who thought the blood and gore might be too much for my … Continue reading

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the goodness of man

as a student of history, i am sometimes surprised i continue to have such a positive view of people. i always try to see the good in others and always give them the benefit of the doubt. i believe that … Continue reading

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Dear Father 23May07

father lord, i still feel depressed. i feel like a small boat thrown about in the ocean. dr. brain says it is an indication of helplessness. lord please help me be patient for recovery is under way. lord, i feel … Continue reading

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high school pals

i recently had the opportunity to re-establish ties with my high school friends whom i have not kept in touch with for the past 10 years. how wonderful it is to know that they have made such great lives for … Continue reading

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musings 16Mar07

saw dr. brian today. i think we made better progress. he identified that i have a punitive superego. have decided to come to terms with my illness and make the best of better times. i need his commitment that i … Continue reading

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musings 15May07

i can feel my career slipping away from me…..i know why they have not replied. they finally do not know what to do with me. are they hoping that i will resign? the thing is, i don’t really care anymore. … Continue reading

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musings 14May07

i feel like such a loser. i can’t even hold down a job. i have to trouble senior management and team members everytime i fall ill. almost could not graduate because of this illness. so pathetic. ¬† i am in … Continue reading

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