Category Archives: relationships

impending nuptials?

As I was in church today (first service for 2012), I felt so so glad to be back in the house of the Lord. So glad I am able to worship and praise him and I praised him with all … Continue reading

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here we go again…..

here we go again…. i am looking through the post ‘what happened’ and i feel the same way all over again. i don’t understand why Bear and i go through this phases. i had a really bad episode where i really … Continue reading

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what happened??

having a time-out in my relationship with Bear since last monday 23 aug. i’ve asked that he not sms or call or visit me. felt so stifled and suffocated i needed a time to be alone with my thoughts to reassess our relationship. relaised … Continue reading

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happy & contented….

Have been feeling happy & contented with Bear lately. Feel that although we are both very different, I can see us together. Miss him whenever he is not around. Feel safe and at peace in his presence. Such a contrast … Continue reading

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why don’t i feel like talking to him?

why do i sometimes feel so irritated talking to him on the phone?? he sounded so exuberant and so effusive in his gratitude. it’s ok, i will be happy to be by your side, no need to jump all over … Continue reading

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frustrated…

felt frustrated talking to the Bear again…. i know he feels vulnerable and afraid because of the symptoms he’s been experiencing…. but i wished he were tougher and wouldn’t look to me for support. i don’t know why i am … Continue reading

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i wonder why….

i sometimes wonder why i get frustrated or irritated with the Bear….. i love him but we seem too different….. i sometimes feel i have to be extra patient and hide my true feelings… otherwise i would snap easily…. Lord … Continue reading

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