Category Archives: depression related

gradual recovery

continuing from yesterday, feeling a bit better. experiencing greater clarity of the mind, but the clarity comes and goes. still sleeping a lot as well. recovery seems very slow. not 100% back to normal yet. still find some tasks daunting … Continue reading

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light begins to dawn

Am slowly beginning to see light after spending almost 2 months in the darkest of hell, falling headlong into a bottomless abyss of despair and desperation. Recovery seems tentative…. Dare I be hopeful of a recovery?

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darkest before dawn

they say it is darkest just before dawn… well, this is about as dark as it gets…. need to hang on until things look up… they eventually do. i don’t know what’s wrong but i can’t seem to get anything … Continue reading

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CBT

trainwreck of  a day after two weeks of continuous good mood and high energy levels. was advised by the doctor to reduce Zyprexa to 2.5mg but after yesterday’s disaster, am back on 5mg. mental clarity returned but energy levels not … Continue reading

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feeling much better

feel much better thanks to the new meds i’ve switched too. praise God. indeed, what a difference a day makes. could feel the gradual mental clarity returning. now i just have to be sure not to overexert myself. but with … Continue reading

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listless…

feeling listless again today. am i going crazy? am i losing my mind? everything seems so difficult. even the simplest tasks look insurmountable. i have no energy to do anything. i feel scared. everything seems daunting….. what do i need? … Continue reading

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frustrated & bored…

feel so frustrated and bored. feel as though my skills are unutilised. can’t hold a day job? getting frustrated with the Montessori course? feel better now after praying with Bear. there is a purpose for this season and time.

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