Monthly Archives: April 2009

Fast & Furious 4

Posted on April 23, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

felt much better this morning after a night out with Eddie. feel the cloud of self-pity lifting. caught FF4 last night. not too bad, though i wished there were more chases. walked away pretty impressed with American muscle. at work … Continue reading →

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Dear Father 22Apr09

Posted on April 22, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

O Lord, oppresive thoughts have crushed my spirit. Didn’t go in to work yesterday. Not sure if I overtaxed myself physically over the weekend. Started feeling a bit low since last Friday when I was asked to sit somewhere else in … Continue reading →

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Dear Father 7Apr09

Posted on April 7, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

O Lord, as I look through the archived entries in my LiveJournal posts, I am so thankful for how far I’ve come. Thank you O Lord for healing me of my insecurities, hormonal imbalances , mood swings and depressive days. O … Continue reading →

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felt edgy & restless this morning

Posted on April 7, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

woke up late. rushed to work. my fault, slept late last night. body screaming for rest but i was mucking about reading Cleo. sheesh…really need to have more self-discipline. ended up feeling rushed and edgy at work. have calmed down … Continue reading →

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What next…

Posted on April 1, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

Am at a point where I’m considering what I to do next. My career is non-existent and I really don’t want to continue in finance. I tired of selling stuff I don’t beleive in. I’m tired of convincing myself I like something when … Continue reading →

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Child 44

Posted on April 1, 2009 by insearchofmyvoice

POSITIVES · Gripping & Well-paced I didn’t see it as more than what it is – a thriller – and so I didn’t expect it to be a literary feast of poetic prose or beautifully nuanced writing. I expected it … Continue reading →

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