Category Archives: musings

lonely

i will finally and honestly admit to myself that i am lonely. it’s not something i deal with on a daily basis. i am known to be pretty content with my own company. yet this sense of loneliness hits once in awhile (lately more … Continue reading

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upset

 how shall i even begin to describe how angry and upset i feel?  i can’t believe Wazni is trying to swindle me of the penalty payment by employing a nasty underhanded trick. He’s instructed Darshan not to release the cheque, with the … Continue reading

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a new day

woke up feeling very tired and drained. sinus wrecking havoc. feeling a bit anxious about the lesson plan for this weekend. O Lord, help me!

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so far so good

as opposed to two weeks ago, things have been going pretty well… had a lovely weekend. on saturday, went for haircut at fei’s, then karaoke with cell mates, church after and then wonderful dinner with LTT and PSS at this croatian place near … Continue reading

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impasse..

am trying not to be emotionally upset about the impasse. but i am feeling the strain. am thinking of not going for cell tonight. have been distracted and ill-discplined over the past few days. have not been sleeping early as … Continue reading

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frustrating

i can’t believe this is getting so frustrating… note to self for future transactions: 1. don’t be greedy. don’t sell to a seedy purchaser just because he’s offering a higher price. if you don’t trust him, go with your gut … Continue reading

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surprisingly better

i can’t quite explain why i suddenly feel better. feel a considerable uplift in mood since the enjoyable drum lesson yesterday evening. circumstances have not changed. it’s just as i have always suspected, a biochemical imbalance in the brain?

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