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reasons to keep on living

reasons to keep on living: – friends and family who love you – museums – travel – sunrise and sunsets – books i feel so hopeless and this battle with depression is too tiring. some days CBT just does not … Continue reading

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the end of the road

broke up with Bear last night. felt heavy weight lifted off my shoulders. though i’m naturally sad (we’ve shared so many happy memories together), i do feel somewhat relieved.

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got me thinking….

met up with the cantab folks for drinks and it was good catching up. got me thinking again about what i want to do. i’m essentially working with a clean slate here and i can do anything i want. what … Continue reading

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about turn….

following the sense of calmness i had about marriage, i started having fears and concerns again after spending time with Bear over Chinese New Year. i started when he didn’t know the meaning of certain words and i started to … Continue reading

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thank you Lord!

thank you Lord that i have finally recovered! i am finally able to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living! the perceptible difference was yesterday (Sunday) when E titi came home for the weekend and … Continue reading

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post-nap feelings and more…

woke up feeling so much worse than before… woke up feeling ill-tempered and angry. need grace & mercy to make it through rest of the day. parents coming up to visit. not necessary really. nothing they can do. feel so … Continue reading

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battling boredom…

now that i have regained mental clarity, i now battle boredom. what do i do with my time? i can’t watch dramas all day… i can’t surf the net all day… i can’t read all day. at least i am … Continue reading

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