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reasons to keep on living: – friends and family who love you – museums – travel – sunrise and sunsets – books i feel so hopeless and this battle with depression is too tiring. some days CBT just does not … Continue reading
broke up with Bear last night. felt heavy weight lifted off my shoulders. though i’m naturally sad (we’ve shared so many happy memories together), i do feel somewhat relieved.
met up with the cantab folks for drinks and it was good catching up. got me thinking again about what i want to do. i’m essentially working with a clean slate here and i can do anything i want. what … Continue reading
following the sense of calmness i had about marriage, i started having fears and concerns again after spending time with Bear over Chinese New Year. i started when he didn’t know the meaning of certain words and i started to … Continue reading
thank you Lord that i have finally recovered! i am finally able to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living! the perceptible difference was yesterday (Sunday) when E titi came home for the weekend and … Continue reading
woke up feeling so much worse than before… woke up feeling ill-tempered and angry. need grace & mercy to make it through rest of the day. parents coming up to visit. not necessary really. nothing they can do. feel so … Continue reading