O Lord, what have I done? I was so cut to the heart when darling told me he’s worried I won’t love him if he’s fat and he needs to start going to the gym in the mornings before work.
Why can’t I call him darling anymore? Why can’t I say ‘I love you’ to him anymore? Lord, why am I rejecting him? O Lord, why have I in my selfishness turned so critical of him? It started when I got depressed. Now that I am better, vestiges of this critical spirit still remains. O Lord, please forgive me. What have I done?? Lord, I have crushed his spirit and hurt him. He told me his emotional tank is all empty. O Lord, please help me me through this. Please help me love him as You love him. He is precious in Your sight.