miserable & tormented

didn’t go in to work yesterday, slept the whole day. must have tired myself from the bookclub meeting on monday night.

FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF EVERYDAY. life veering out of control. am not managing well. wtf.

*****

“The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion– to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.” Isaiah 61:1-3

The Lord has promised the following:

(i) freedom for the captives
(ii) release from darkness for the prisoners
(iii) oil of gladness instead of mourning
(iv) a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair

How do I take hold of the above promises?

IT’S EITHER I EXERCISE OR I INCREASE MY DOSAGE OF ANTI-DEPRESSANTS.

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